Remember Pyes dance of joy just a very short time ago? Well, it seems her exuberance was a few decibles too high and her nose is rather bruised from the friendship door being slammed in her face.
We are lying on the floor with the wind knocked out of us..feeling pretty squashed right now. groan. Not that we didn't learn some very important lessons, and have some very large doors reopened in our soul..but why does it always have to hurt so much? Now Pye remembers why she has been so reclusive for the past 12 years. sigh.
I guess I'm kind of in shock..it was all of it so sudden..one minute there...the next minute gone..and never did I even have time to grasp any of it, and I don't understand...
ours is not to reason why...i guess. snarf.
Now I gotta get all Major Winters again...and I hate Bastogne this time of year.

I guess I should be happy for the burst of joy I felt, right? You just have to appreciate the moments that come..guess I'll feel that way later.
Pye out
But as painful as it is/ was, stirring the inner emotions is always a gift.
Are we destined to be lonely old ladies, with intensive inner spiritual development. Is not our inner life what this life is about.
Susan M
Hangin in there...always love in m'heart!
with that, ya only "lose" for a little while...
Take care..
Pye dancin'